Sadness....

Hw come every nite...when theres nth to do..dat feeeling comes again...i really hate it..it really hurts..i tell it to some frens i really cherish...sumtimes it helps..sumtimes its just the same...but..after a long time.i tink it gets annoying..i mean expressing the same thing to frens all the time...so..im kinda on my own nw...why??....

1U

haha today go to 1U!!! leong,hong,yee meng,darren.jasmine n teacher rachael!! aiyo she cao liao frm sch...sobs..well!! we went to watch g-force!! haha so cute..den me leong hong n yee meng go to play snooker!!! so sad didnt win any rounds all kena ks!! quite an interesting outing haha went to check out places see lots of ppl O.o den went to arena get abc...we all played games to see hu eats first n hu suffers first haha den went to wong kok den went home haha!!sadly...no pics..

Im so sorry...

Big Bang - Lies

Yuh-ba-sae-yo…
Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(Yeah) love is pain
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One’s old a flame… just scream my name
And I’m so sick of love songs (yeah)
I hate them damn love songs… moment of ours

(Geo-jis-mar)
Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa
Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na
Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go
Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go
Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go
Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo
Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a
Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a
Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah
Yeos-gat-ae
Yeor-bad-ge
Ni saeng-gag-e
Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de
Bor su-ga eobs-de
Mo-du kkeut-nass-de
I’ll be right here

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I’m so sorry but I love you
I’m so sorry but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae
(A-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)
Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae
(Geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i
Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i
Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis
Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)
(Neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)
Nan dar-ra-jir-rae
I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I’m so sorry but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh
Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir
Oh oh oh
I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing…

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo
A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do
Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji
Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do
Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar
I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae
I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar
Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man
I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar (but I love you)
I’m so sorry (so sorry) but I love you
(I love you more and more)
I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na
Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae
Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye…


eah (love is pain)dedicated to all my broken hearted people. One’s old flame, just scream my name and I’m so sick of love songs. Yeah hate damn love songs. Memento of ours… Lies!

A late night and rain falling down. I bring you back from my memories. I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I take in liquor which I don’t even know how to handle trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie).

Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears. I don’t want to live anymore.

Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

I dedicated my all into this song for you (other people probably don’t know). By myself, without anyone knowing. (yeah, those words I said were lies). A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket, hey, (and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are). I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

Oh oh oh oh oh, I hope this is all a dream. Oh oh oh oh oh, because I only add up to this much. Drop that babe, I still can’t forget you. No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah. Did the scars I gave you heal? I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

Get Off Me !!!nvr remember me i dun care!!!

omg omg omg.....why.....noooo.....why....kacau oni...my god...diu ni la..ma fan....can die la....dunno hw to express liao...too...er...bad....weird....ouch...

Ma Fan like hell la!!

haiyo...nag nag nag....bla bla bla...GRRR!!!STFU!!
god....

This is to sum1....1 of my frens...if i tink she is still my fren

Its been bout 4 months liao since u haven talked to me..u blocked me on msn...didnt reply my messages...i just wanted to say im really sorrrrryyy...T.T...sobs...

Problems fill my mind...fill my thoughts
But when i talk to u it seems to go away...
I wonder why...why...and why...
I still remember the time we started messaging a lot...
Bout 60 messages in the same night...tat was a memory..
We kept talking...and talking..and talkiing.....
I liked to make u laugh...i liked to joke...
But now our friendship has faded...
Pls just forgive me...pls...
Its not that i love u...im just a friend....
I still remember the last message i sent u...
And then u started...started not to talk to me..
I wondered why...i asked my frens to help me tell u tat
I was sorry...some said u said ok...some said u never answered...
4 months...4 months...i thought in the 1 week holiday...i thought...
I thought i could say sorry...but u still didnt reply..
The last thing i wanted to say is dat im really sorry....

Well im finally blogging again...in a sad mood...

well its been a long time since i posted sumtin...i guess its really fun tat im blogging again??lolx...
life has been...sad...happy...sad...sad...sad...
herh...after typing tat...tat would be all..

1U

Today went 1U with yee mee hehe went there first thing is style hair haha
den go up to gsc n omg so many ppl so we went to play arcade midnight maximum tune 3
it wuz really fun den go get lala stuff >.< den go eat lunch n after dat yee mee wanted sushi so yea...
den go bak play n go home pretty normal huh..